You know, I've been getting both crap votes and crap reviews. One of my 3 fans (yes, I know that ain't something to brag about, yes, it's embarassing, no I don't care if you hate me or not) actually said I should go into trance. I was just thinking this: WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO!?!?!?

Honestly, I make music for the Portal because I CANNOT MAKE ANY FLASH. And I get reprimanded for making what people THINK is pure goddamn crap. A little support wouldn't hurt. So I'm going to list a few reasons why I ain't doing much better than, say, Goukisan, who is, hands down, the best music artist here.

First off: I'm using the demo version of FL Studio. I can't save an .flp because I'm using the demo. Seriously, what's it take just to get people to acknowledge me? I submitted something because I wanted that stupid ad off my profile. Then I submitted something that was better. And this guy just COMPLAINS about how it's all generic and crap.

Second off: THOSE GODDAMN FLASH TUTORIALS DO NOT MAKE ANY GODDAMN SENSE. My online school offers flash design, which I am not enrolled in BECAUSE I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO TAKE DIGITAL PHOTOGRAPHY AND CRAP-PHICS!!! I would like to make something that you guys would think of as "cool" "awe inspiring" or something else that you guys would term Goukisan.

Third off: I'm not a musician like my older brother, so songs don't naturally come to my head. You guys have no idea what it's like for me, trying to give you something great, and then having you guys beat me down with it. It's, like, suppose you had a girlfriend (or boyfriend, if you're female), you made something for them, and they acted as if you gave them a live grenade with the pin pulled off.

I mean, It's so frustrating, I'm making songs for you all to enjoy, and you're all acting as if I cracked off in your face, then went up yours. I'm pretty much on the verge of tears, here, and it's hard to get me there. Like I said, some support wouldn't hurt. I'm not expecting for people to change heart just from reading this. Far from it, I expect for you guys to continue hating me and then laugh your head off at this because you know you've gotten under my skin (except for those who have me on their list, I appreciate the support they've given me). I just give up, man, I got nothing. No bag of tricks, no musician mind, nothing.

Banned: NoodleCreme (stupid pervert kept posting a dick in my comments)